Tuesday, June 30, 2009



grow old with me..
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初看时內心很有感触
..虽然是生活中一個小插曲、一個小小的动作默默的、淡淡的....
却道尽了兩人相处的之间的默契和感动你和你的情人间是否也如此的...

十多年前,我在新店五峰山下讀書,每天搭公車上下學。
一個星期六下午,和往常一樣搭車返家,上車後發現雖然沒有空位,還好站立的人不多。不久,一位銀髮老人從位子上站了起來,隨著車子顛蘶蘶地走向車掌買票。不料此時,一個不知情的男學生一看有空位,就一屁股坐下去,看起書來了。

站在旁邊看得一清二楚的我,正在猶豫該不該提醒那個同學。因為前面的路將是一下左轉,一下右轉,熟練的司機又肯定會開得飛快,連我這個年輕人都覺得維持平衡有些吃力,何況是位老人家。

此時,坐在那個同學身旁的一位老太太突然也站了起來,努力地走到老人身邊,陪他一起站著。這時我才驚覺原來他們是一對夫妻。老先生於是空出一隻手,扶在嬌小的老太太肩上,兩位瘦弱的老人,就這樣互相扶持到下車。

我一直看著他們,許久許久,無法思想。
沒有甜言蜜語,沒有熱情的眼神,沒有親暱的動作,然而感動卻持續到十多年後的今天....


是不是想到好像有什麼事忘了做去牽牽另一半的手吧!!
不需要任何理由,只是牽牽他 / 她的手...


我想真正能夠維繫的恆常久遠的感情,不單單只是一時的激情,他的成份包含太多了~
也許只是淡淡的、只在心頭、纏繞著兩個人...


Sunday, June 28, 2009

对象一:路边的美女

吃醋指数:★

原因:我看了路上某个美女两眼,接着夸那女生漂亮,身材标准。

表现:拿眼瞪我,然后甩开我们拉着的手,自己回头就走,怎么喊都不搭理。

结果:我追上她把那女生狠狠批判一通,承诺周末陪她去逛商场。

对象二:篮球

吃醋指数:★★

原因:我本来每日必陪女友散步,结果某天不小心看到几个哥们儿正在篮球场浴血奋战,不禁手痒,上去战了几圈,把散步的事忘得一干二净。

表现:小嘴可以挂上大油瓶,一天一夜没理我。

结果:我赔礼道歉请吃饭,发誓一月内不再碰篮球。

对象三:我们养的兔子

吃醋指数:★★★

原因:有风的晚上我抱着兔子没抱她(天地良心!她穿得比我还多,兔子又没衣服穿!),我经常忘了自己没吃饭,却从来不忘了喂兔子。(我要忘了喂她还不宰了我!)

表现:一把鼻涕一把泪,哭得花枝乱颤。

结果:我贡献出刚换的衣服让她擦鼻涕,帮她打一周的饭,占一周的座位。把兔子送人。

对象四:卖手机的小妹

吃醋指数:★★★☆

原因:那天一起去买手机,卖手机的小妹可热情了,连夸我是帅哥,我一高兴,顺口说了两句玩笑话:小妹也很漂亮啊!很有气质啊!哪个学校毕业的呀?有没有男朋友呀?

表现:咬着嘴唇,使劲拧我的肋骨上的肉,虎视眈眈地盯着小妹,命令我马上把刚买的手机退掉,然后一走了之。

结果:跑了十公里,换了一家商场,当着所有店员的面,宣布要给我女朋友买部手机,然后买下一款女式手机送给她。

对象五:我的高中女同桌

吃醋指数:★★★★

原因:我的高中女同桌(被称为我的青梅竹马)失恋,打电话找我诉苦,让我帮她找个男朋友。接连一个星期发信息给我说是郁闷,无聊,好想你。

表现:脸色如千年的大青石,找事跟我大吵一架。然后说:我们分手,你和你那青梅竹马正好一对,不亦乐乎。果然就几天没接我电话,见面不理不睬。

结果:我把手机换号,发誓再理那个青梅竹马就是乌龟王八蛋,甜言蜜语说了一箩筐,缠了她整整七七四十九个小时,才算是点头答应不分手。


Friday, June 26, 2009

You say: 'It's impossible'

God says: All things are possible


You say: 'I'm too tired'


God says: I will give you rest


You say: 'Nobody really loves me'

God says: I love you


You say: 'I can't go on'

God says: My grace is sufficient


You say: 'I can't figure things out'

God says: I will direct your steps


You say: 'I can't do it'

God says: You can do all things


You say: 'I'm not able'

God says: I am able


You say: 'It's not worth it'

God says: It will be worth it


You say: 'I can't forgive myself'

God says: I Forgive you


You say: 'I can't manage'

God says: I will supply all your needs


You say: 'I'm afraid'

God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear


You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'

God says: Cast all your cares on ME


You say: 'I'm not smart enough'

God says: I give you wisdom


You say: 'I feel all alone'

God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

Thursday, June 25, 2009

YAY!!

woo YAY!!

finally got phone call from Yivon Ong.. gg
hehe.. very happy to know that she is fine now =)
Yivon Ong,keep on gambatae!!
faster come back class yea, we miss u too much already!
can't wait to bully you!! hehe..
sayang u la...^^
Best wishes for u, my dear fren..

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

遗忘

被人遗忘的感觉....

我说不出呢....

尤其是被一个自己重视的人遗忘...
现在只希望大家都好好的!
于婷,玲玲在睡觉.
看他们睡得甜甜的,真的比较放心了..
加油!!

I'm so worry...

担心再有朋友出事,

担心yivon, 于婷。。。
朋友,不要怕!我们一起加油,要一起坚强!
我为大家祷告,要大家都平安健康。

担心比比生病,
都病了还一直熬夜工作。
千万不要生了什么病,不许你一个人辛苦!
为你祷告,无论无时无刻,
圣灵都与我们同在,上帝的脸光庇护我们!

我爱你们,大家要加油哦!!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Not a happy day..

In the first, it should be a happy and enjoyable day..

we celebrated Ling's birthday at the beach, everything seems so right and okay..

until we are on the way back to home...
hmm.. something no good happening on one of the girl among us.
well.. i will talk more about this tomorrow, sleepy already...
0404 now.. ~.~
good night peoples... =)

Monday, June 22, 2009

My little work, flower Bride...

A bad piece, i know... ~.~
really out of idea already!!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Aiksss~ T.T

feel so gulity to myself...
i woke up at 8.35 this morning, and i rushhhh into bathroom, took a quick bath..~
suddenly think of OH NO!! haven't ask lingling to come and fetch me!!!
run out from bathroom, (body was wrapped by towel)
guess what, lingling was already in class... zzz!!
and another senior in my house said that they are not going to college also...
ok............................................ Hopeless ~.~
korkor, when u want to give me back my car?!
iissshhhhhhh..
i hope moses understand my situation... hmm
Again.. i miss monday class!

Friday, June 19, 2009



well, this is my Interractive's project.
we hab to do a projector, which must contain expression, interractive point, and variety of different mood.

The EnterSite (intro) =]
my style, my way....!@#$%^&

always photomontage stuff and cacat firgure...zz

Erm...how to get a Cbox in my page yea? lol....

Thursday, June 18, 2009

No Ok...

Feeling NO OK....

Sour in my heart..
I need bolster to hug hug, and pillow to lie down..

Miss you.. =(

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Copy cat! =,=

Her copy cat disease come back again...zz

lol...
but this time she is not "photocopying" my work, is nother classmate's work!
people do until half dead, people create their own character, she just simply grab her idea.
follow all the movement, action...
haih... when only u want to started create ur own thing?
dun tell me it is just research, in fact, that's not!
feel sad for u..oops

I'm here not to criticize you, i just want to let u know, u can do better with ur own idea... ( remeber this yea!)


Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4

I love you

Monday, June 15, 2009

Little work=Chun Li

Chun Li

rendering, Photoshop =]

Sunday, June 14, 2009


few days ago, my roomate Janice saw a very scary thing in our room... and it's at midnight..
well...here's the story...

she used to wake up in the early morning to do homework, maybe about 4am.
and that day, as usual she woke up and do homework, until 5am++, she felt sleepy and go back to sleep again...
then suddenly she felt like very cold, like strong wind blowing on her body. then she opened her eyes and she saw a black shadow standing infront of her... holding my leopard printed blancket and blow blow wind on her.. they black shadow was actually a guy's silhouette, but without head and upper part of body! =.=
then she felt very scared, she close her eyes and keep praying amitofo?.... after a few while, she opened her eyes, the thing is stil there. then she started to shout my name, but i didnt't hear anything. she said i sleep like a pig, and already rolll until very far away from her.
and she cannot move as well.. after a while, she open her eyes again, and the thing disappear..

and i'm alone in the house now.. i feel so peace.. =]
u know why? cos i have angels together with me.. thanks God, I'm his daughter. ^^V
i feel very lucky... and i pity janice...she don't know Lord Jesus. =[
Vivi suggest me to pray for her, and i gonna do that. i want janice to feel peace like me as well, fear of nothing, nomore bad luck for her!
Janice, dun be scared.. I will pray pray for u, my Lord jesus will look after us^^
and the angels will always protect us! Amen..


Guilty and Touched*


and so... my sis and i went to JPN bandar perda again this morning, with a very complicated mood..
i don't know how much they will fine me, this is the 3th times i lost my ic, and it is my 5th ic... (what a shame!)
and i'm gonna skip my class again today... T.T
and yea.... they fine RM310..@@
there is two sort of categories of paying the fines.

A) by urself : u lost it by ureslf
1st time,RM110
2nd time,RM210
3rd time,RM310
4th time,RM310
5th time, u got to go to the main JPN in ur town. and i don't know how much is the fines..

B) by other person : been robbed, snatch
1st time, 2nd time, 3rd time... FOC!!! ^^

and of course..i'm the first category....
Daddy and sis was around me that time, i can see papa's face became :(
i felt so guilty!! papa jz said: see la...waste money again! next time must keep it properly, dun lose it again! can promise or not?
Ok...i promise u,papa.. T.T
daddy always so gentle to me... T.T make me feel more guilty and can't forgive myself..
after that, sis fetch me back to penang... i was so silent along the journey... i feel so guilty and touched... i know my sis sayang me, and i sayang her a lot also! ^^
she woke up at 6.30am, then waiting for me to prepare, then go to JPN together, at last she fetch me back to hostel.. thank Q julie meimei ;)

temporary Mykad.. lol

Saturday, June 13, 2009

女人有时真的好傻,

可以为了爱一个男人,
而抛下自己的父母,来照顾那男人的父母;
但男人不用

女人有时真的好傻,
可以为了爱一个男人,
而宁愿自己挺颗又重又大的球十个月,
只为了替那男人生下一个跟男人姓的下一代;
还得承受生完小孩后的体质变差、身材变形的后遗症,
但男人不用


女人有时真的好傻,
可以为了爱一个男人,
而放弃一卡车追求他的好男人,只为和男人长厢厮守,
却埋没了最美的青春;
但男人却不为青春所惧,反而愈老愈值钱


女人有时真的好傻,
可以为了爱一个男人,
而放弃父母给她二十多年的姓,
而跟着老公姓,又被冠上“太太”二字;
但男人没变


女人有时真的好傻,
可以为了爱一个男人,
而早上上班,晚上煮饭做家事带小孩,
有工作也有家事的压力;
但男人没差,反而多了个赚钱的人和不用给薪的女佣

女人有时真的好傻,
可以为了爱一个男人,
而去适应一个完全不同的家庭和面对男人的亲友团批评,
女人懂事的试图寻求男人的保护时,
换来的是...男人不仅没有保护他的女人,
反而一起落井下石,在一个女人孤力无援的环境里



男人啊
若你您的身边有这样的一个傻女人时,
请当她的笨男人,
好好的珍惜她、照顾她吧
别忘了,她不是天生就该来照顾你们全家大小的,
女人很单纯也很懂事,


只要当她受伤时,好好倾听她、支持她、保护她,为她拭泪她就会感动一辈子
更别忘了,
当男人年老时或生病时为您把屎把尿的,
绝不是已老的也要您照顾的父母,
最有可能的就是从年轻到老,始终在您身边的女人
……

Friday, June 12, 2009

Random


wooo~ what a sien day..
woke up in the early morning, wanted to go some place with my sis...
who knows....the place is closed on saturday! ZzzZzZZZzz
get back to home, sit infront of my lappy, the self-lover disease was outbreak!
haha... =.=

this is the sympton of the disease.. ~.~
no photoshop on me, no make-up on me =]
fat!!!T.T
big arm shushu~ pimples shushu~


this is one of my class exercise..portrait drawing by photoshop.
She is my classmate, housemate, soulmate? Yukomi is her name.
she is not that CHUBBy actually.. but i drew her like a cha sio bao already! (hungry... =P)











transforming...

























TAHDAAA!!
=.=V

i'm newbie in digital illus la wei... my very first piece =)

Testing Testing

Hello people there? Testing 123,over?
haha__ basically, i posted the joke below is jz to customize my template layout..
well, i've tried a billion times to customize the layout!! sien... (kind of pek chek..-.-)
Yea..i would like to introduce myself here.. (oops,maybe there is no one there interested to know bout me?)
dun care lol...

I'm a graphic design student in Equator.
and i'm a freelancer. (okay...probably a baby freelancer..I'm still new la,wei..)
I'm sassy, not sexy!
I love art and design, to me, life is ZERO without them... i like drawing =]
(will produce cacat drawing sometimes...)
I'm a shopaholic? not really...unless i'm with my bebe, haha__ like to shopping with him! expert bargainer! lol... cute? '.'v
and I'm a quiet girl.. =.= only annoying like a Bird when i'm good mood!

Okays...i think thats all for now, cannot be too lorso in the first post!
see yea guys!!
oh yea, i will post and share many many many of those amazing emails that i have. =]
hope u all like it^^

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